Today’s Reflection
My mind is drawn to occasions in the past when I felt vulnerable and defenseless—times of poor decision, rejection, and disappointment throughout the years. This melancholy moment of reflection redirects my thoughts to something deep inside. . . Life is brief, and aging is real. I feel it in my joints. I feel it every time I lose my reading glasses or when I hear that another friend has died. Yet somehow just acknowledging the reality of aging is liberating; I don’t want to pretend to be young. I want to be bold enough to be authentic; I want to be faithful enough to prepare for life’s challenges. Some say that growing old is too depressing to ponder. But here at the beach, I confront an important truth: To be strong, I must first be vulnerable.
—Missy Buchanan, Beach Calling: A Devotional Journal for the Middle Years and Beyond (Upper Room Books, 2019)
Today’s Question
What do you know now that you wish you had known when you were younger? Join the conversation.
Today’s Scripture
Nothing in all creation is hidden from God’s sight. Everything is uncovered and laid bare before the eyes of him to whom we must give account.
—Hebrews 4:13 (NIV)
Prayer for the Week
Like the waves of the ocean rolling onto the sand, your glorious grace rushes into my heart and soul, again and again. God, I give thanks for your boundless heart. Amen. [prayer adapted from Beach Calling by Missy Buchanan]
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Lectionary Readings
- Acts 5:27-32
- Psalm 118:14-29
- Revelation 1:4-8
- John 20:19-31
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I very much take life as it comes. I haven’t thought about what I know now that I wish I had known when I was younger.Thank You, Lord, for the life I’ve lived. You have been with me all my days.
The love of God.
I love that final sentence – “to be strong I must first be vulnerable” – what an astounding truth. I wish more people sensed this and lived into it. Vulnerability has opened wide the doors of deep communication and relationship for me. I wish I had known this much sooner – and had been fortunate to deepen relationships earlier on.
The last few days have been a blur of meetings – with my principal, my program coordinator, my financial guy, attending a state retirement zoom. Trying to figure out what the ducks are, and how to align them appropriately. A mix of emotions.
Those emotions mixed with today being my mom’s birthday. Grateful I had an appointment with my spiritual director today. She shared my joy today, as equally and deeply as she shared my tears in January. What a blessing she is.
Worked in the yard – with wonderful thoughts of planting and getting my flower beds ready. Warm sun, comfortable working in shorts. Carefree of time – a sign of things to come.
A couple times a day – new realities surface about how my life will look come a month +. It is so gratifying.
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